sick little thoughts

im gonna end with my life in this moment, cus nothing make any sense, im ill of this shit, everithing, i have to finish with it right now..

i wish i had a happy life...
i wish i had a happy boyfriend...
i wish i had a happy family...

*i repeat my self, but in silence*

but instead of that , i have a horrible life, a bounch of loosers talking to my, if i were somenthing of them, and a obscure family..

jajaja, my friends see´em normal, but i dont, my mom has depression, my dad has other woman, and my sister...she doesnt have nothing just like me, broken from inside, but apparently happy from the outside....what a life!!!

somenthimes i would like to lay down in the floor and die, die as if nobody knows, what happen with me, die as if there were nothing, just simple die!!!

-i wanna die quickly-

*said it again, one and one more time, until somenthing happens*

i thake my heand and bit it, until the blood comes out, until everithing was finish, until nobody share tears because of my death, until nobady knows were my corpse is, please!!!!!

holy shit.....im d y i n g now!xD

Plese!! 今死にたいです。